psalm of connection
Growing out from the Cosmic rose of rebirth,
a new bud begins to unfold…
a new petal of awareness is sparked…
from within the internal structure of the stem…a flow of creativity moves out through the end of my paint brush…
into the portal of Remembering…
I am making conscious… this deeper connection.
Motions of swirling color
creates symbols of my personal codex upon the portal of my canvas.
A quantum leap of Faith invites a new myth…
(free from preconceived ideas and dogma)…
pointing to a different Universal truth.
From sweet darkness, this bud pushes from the inside of Self to question the old reality…to a new inquiry into a deeper awareness of Truth…
I ask the question…
”Who am I, truly”.
Returning to time before time…a Cosmic orgasm is remembered…
where my star particles where activated by the breath of the One…..
birthed by the Primordial Mother energy…
creating the
Spirit which inhabits me.
Behind this scar of a belly button…I feel this naval…created from this umbilical cord… connecting me to my birth mom….
to my grandmothers…
and all ancestors across time and space…
a healing memory of tribal affiliations….
back to the beginning in the Cosmic birth canal…
where the origins of time are linked to this unbroken connection of belonging and purpose.
My ancestral lineage and bloodline flows within my veins….
carrying the waves and particles of earth and heaven.
My Being was created out of energy sparked by fire…
breathed by air…
consecrated by water
and blessed by earth….
into human form.
Like the ancient symbol of the Vesica Pisce
I was originally birthed from the cosmic egg…
created from the ONE..
coming together in union of energy and particle…
light and darkness..
held in the Mother energy of the universe…
surrounded by Infinite Love.
I belong to All that is…All that was and All that ever will be.
This tiny flower of awakening reaches for the Light of knowing…
feeling the grounding of Being…
I am in a dance with the Sacred,
with the heavens and the earth…
with my red Madonna sisterhood, my community and the world.
I embrace this new awakening…
this deeper connection to the web of Life,
with all my relations.
From within and without…my heart remembers…
there is no separation…
I drop down on my knees and bow in deep gratitude for this life I have been given.
for this deeper connection with the Beloved…
with all of Life….
with every tree that reach for the heaven and grows within me…
with the birds of the cosmos and heavens…
with the sacred waters that purify and heal me…
with the animals of the earth and sea…with whom I share this place… we call home.
I am connected to with the sacred and the profane…
the seen and unseen…
with the light of the sun and dark of the Moon and
in the void of the Deep Mystery.
This flow of life force invites me to feel all that is…
the sorrow and grief…
the struggles and the triumphs…
the joy and the beauty…
the visible and invisible…….
Hallelujah!!!
a Remembering and Awakening is happening……
I am making sacred connection with it All.
… ah ho….blessed be………..Olivia Marie